Sunday, April 30, 2023

a race for rats to die


⏪︎ REWIND ⏪︎ APRIL 27TH 2001;
"won't you join me now / baby's looking torn and frayed
join the masquerade / join the masquerade"

—"days before you came", placebo
i believe that's all it took and that's when it clicked. infatuated is one way to put it. once i went on the edmonton trip approx 2 weeks later still couldn't get my mind off of everything. enough so that i'd take off to NYC for the first time in my life later in may. that's right: traveling over 400 miles for a hot guy in eyeliner not even really knowing where i'd be sleeping after the show. cheers to a girl's early 20's.

WEDNESDAY 26TH;
here we are—22 years later almost to the very day. stuck with an awful pre-menstrual cyst right in the middle of my chin since the beginning of the week, nevermind that my skin had been flawless for weeks. bad omen? *shrug* go figure.
had the day off which technically wasn't really off cuz my boss couldn't approve any time this week (mehhhhh) so i traded it for working the next saturday. but at least that meant i could leave earlier in the day. took the bus and then.....guess what? rain. rain!!! of course. light rain, but rain nevertheless. and here i should probably mention that i didn't bring any f*cking umbrella since the weather was OK when i left my house. great. once in montreal i opted to stop at pharmaprix to buy a goddamn umbrella that i knew i wouldn't need ever again, and here's when good & bad lucks collide: they do have umbrellas in stock, but it's only umbrellas for kids. not dollar store priced umbrellas either. but f*ck it, i wasn't gonna be waiting outside in the rain. i did buy one of the kiddies umbrella. but i must say, when the rain eventually started POURING down once i got to queuing, i thought; "best $20 i might've ever spent!".
by the way... you know you haven't made any mistake whatsoever about the venue/time/band playing when you find yourself queuing behind a short guy wearing overalls with bees on them and looking like a young brian molko with purple lipstick. ha!! there was also another brian look-alike further up in line but this one with the latest ugly mustache look.
not gonna show his face, obviously. cuz.....privacy.
eventually the rain stopped. OH YEAAAAH. approx 1 hour to go then the doors finally opened. since i had a fairly good spot in line i was in the first batch of peoeple to enter the venue. they kinda held us hostage at the bar for a while hoping we'd purchase drinks and make more money off of us. not working with me, cuz i'm cheap as all hell. 😂
once we were finallyyyy allowed inside the main room, everybody ran towards the front of the stage as all i wanted was THAT SEAT:
for my lazy old ass. HAHA!
best i could get since front balconies are now $50 extra, wtf.
also quite enjoyed chatting with the french people sitting beside me before the show started. i know i usually dislike people but those two were super nice. plus they could keep my spot when i went looking for merch:
let's go, showtime:
k. let's cut down to the chase right away. if i would've had a crystal ball back when i wrote my "AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" blog entry last november regarding the upcoming tickets sale, i probably would've gone; "woah girl, calm down. and/or set the bar low. ...just a bit lower. yeaaa. that's it." aka, when stef's pink shoes + guitar just might one of the few highlights of the evening.
the no photos policy/plea. mind you i was already aware of how brian had gotten particularly irritated with this issue over the years, still kinda rubs me the wrong way. if you don't like being photographed and/or recorded, clearly you're in the wrong working field. point-blank. i know maynard is even meaner towards this issue, but maynard is scarier therefore i'm afraid to get mad at him. hahahhahah.
the setlist. oh, the setlist. *shakes head* ok. don't get me wrong. the latest album is a damn good album. yet when you're a band that's been around for what, 27 years-ish, i think it's safe to say i'm not coming/paying to see you play live as you shamelessly discard ALL of your prior biggest hits over these new songs. the arrogance of not playing "pure morning" and "every you every me". i'm aware they can do whatever the hell they want as a band, but damn! no more stefan dancing to "taste in men" during the long intros like in the good old days, i guess.
if i compare this with the setlist from irving plaza back in 2001:
haemoglobin / days before you came / allergic (to thoughts of mother earth) / scared of girls / 36 degrees / passive aggressive / leni / little mo / every you every me / without you i'm nothing / slave to the wage / special K / taste in men / my sweet prince / commercial for levi / peeping tom / black-eyed / pure morning
i honestly kinda want to cry a little.....
brian is +20 years older: so long to cigarettes/beer + natural hair/teeth (but it'll all still live in my memories, goddammit). i've said it before and yes i'll say it again right now. brian’s newest look is nothing short of HIDEOUS to me. we are humans, we all judge. hush! sorry not sorry.
although i'm sounding bitchy here but i must say i still enjoyed my evening. haha. got a few goosebumps over "slave to the wage" which kinda brought me back. live shows are so addicting when music runs through your veins. but it's most likely my last time seeing them live. yeah. pretty much done and would rather hang on the memories at this point. thank you thank you thank you.

Saturday, April 29, 2023

not gonna lie


SATURDAY 22ND;
that ramen looks pretty badass.

the day that keeps on giving


THURSDAY 20TH;
one happy cat right there.
once again ladies & gents.....off to village des valeurs:
woah, the fisher price "play family airport". *puts in cart*
also this. *also puts in cart*
i went grocery shopping at pasquier later on and stumbled upon these wood planks (towards the back) ditched in the parking lot:
which are perfect to reinforce my makeshit backyard cat fence that's now falling apart. ooOOOoooo. but sooo heavy to carry when you don't have a stupid car! nevertheless—when i want something and i CAN get something, i'm going for it. made a couple back and forth to/from home, until my arms just said NOPE!!! NO MORE. but went back the next evening to grab others.
it was about time i found something, too, cuz coconut had started escaping through the cracks in the fence. damn cat!

the joys of homeowning


WEDNESDAY 19TH;
some shameless animal—i'd tend to say most likely the skunk i smelled that random night—certainly had fun digging up my back lawn. ha!! *sigh* kinda fixed it afterwards, i guess.

birdies swimtime


TUESDAY 18TH;

Friday, April 21, 2023

oddities


SUNDAY 16TH;
A FREAKIN' RACOON WALKING ON MY ROOF AT AROUND 4AM.
wtf.
late PM stopped by village des valeurs & brought back a new buddy:

just so you know


"on average, you'll spend 92 days sitting on a toilet in a lifetime."

— alice cooper during his CHOM radio show tonight

Thursday, April 20, 2023

back on the bike (with a mission)


SATURDAY 15TH;
f*ck it. it's (again) way too gorgeous outside. aka, kinda-sorta forbidden to stay inside. OK. LET'S GO BACK TO THE WOODS TO STALK THE GARTER SNAKES FROM LAST THURSDAY, but this time around equipped with the SLR camera. just cuz:
a couple actually found my hidden spot during my "photoshoot"!! gaaaah. usually i ABSOLUTELY despise that kind of awkward social encounter, but the lady was a fellow amateur photographer albeit with rival-company-nikon equipment. macro lense vs macro lense—sweat dripping down our foreheads under the manic sun. but they were both actually super nice. told them there were garter snakes in there and upon finding them she snapped some pictures as well. the spot is beyond run-down and covered in graffitis, and she said something sort of like; "snakes are having a rave party in there." i mean.....'fo sure.
p.s.: my cement frog deco holding the solar lantern is officially back on my property for the season. yaaay.

*** newsflash *** spotted myself in someone's DM live video


here—take out yer binoculars...
😂😂😂

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

south shore shopping


FRIDAY 14TH;
village des valeurs @ greenfield park:
new friends, say "hi" to the camera. boo!
& then off to promenades st-bruno:
where i didn't buy much at all. i've been good!
ended the evening having resto dinner over @ barbies. had not gone to the brossard location in YEARS. truly the best spot, and not even just for the free popcorn available!!! super enjoyable. also sitting at one of my favorite tables = bonus points.

Monday, April 17, 2023

life battery = eeeessshhhh


THURSDAY 13TH;
oddly summer-like weather OK *frown* let's go down the bike path...
so this became was my u-turn point for the day as i was getting headache-ish. plus i wanted to make it back in time to go shop at the village! however FML as i had to bike all the way back with strong winds facing forward. a bike with no speeds can only do so much. walked/biked in intervals.
finally made it back home. HOLY SH*T. freshened up a bit from the hot mess that i was, made some instant coffee to carry with me + headed out to shop. but NOT with the bike, cuz, enough.
wow, that book looks so damn creepy. 😂
got back home after stopping by maxi. aaaand that's when I OFFICIALLY CRASHED. i'd barely eaten all day and at this point it must've been around 8pm, so i still had to make dinner. once everything was cooked i started eating sitting in front of the TV as always, but could hardly take any bites. THROBBING HEADACHE and FEELING SHAKY. had to lay down on the couch instead. layed there for some time trying my best to take more bites from my dinner that's getting colder..... just, ughhhh. H-E-A-D-A-C-H-E. eventually headed to the shower tightly grabbing the handle bar like an old lady not to slip down and fall. then, bed for a nap!!!! anyway. it took a couple hours for me to sort of resuscitate.
perhaps i'd gotten a bit heatstrucked, along with the not eating thing before leaving at the beginning of my day. plus perhaps a little too much energy spent after depeche mode the prior evening. *shrug* an horrific end to AN OTHERWISE AMAZING DAY. the juxtaposition is so weird.