apocalyptica

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WEDNESDAY 12TH; making my way to see apocalyptica live + full moon night. 🖤 🥶🥶🥶 freezing old out. upstairs venue is now assigned seating—clever way for the greedy owners to make more cash and for me to be able to get there last minute without having to freeze my ass off queuing outside to get a decent spot. all fine by me! what did irk me a bit however is how tight they crammed our freakin' seats. thankfully the guy sitting to my right (w/ noone to my left yaaay) was super friendly and strangely reminded me of a younger version of my uncle denis. bwahaahhahah wtf. my socially awkward self actually feared having to chat beforehand, and boooom, that's exactly what ended up happening. but hey once i got there it was like *shrug* ok sure. anyhow, here it goes..... !!! hell yeah. such an electrifying show i must say i missed cellos soooo much circa the end of the rasputina days (& also eicca still looks really dang good being nearly 50 yrs old ;)) p.s.: super glad i got back home before the huge snow storm!!

wouldn't buy it but...

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SATURDAY 8TH; hahahhahah that design is too much.

walk/shopping

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FRIDAY 7TH; boy oh boy do i ever deserve to get the hell out after a week of REQUIRED 5 hours overtime!! first time this happened over my 11 years working there. and mind you i have not cared in the slightest to sign up for overtime ever since buying a home. erghhghgh. (again) sh*t sidewalk plowing job courtesy of our city: new deco @ winners = so-zen-please-come-spring: crazy snow this year:

village des valeurs

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THURSDAY 6TH; finally did my roots/hairdye at the beginning of the week so i can go now out shameless. yeaaaa! first box of bleach i used turned out to be a half-assed "bleach" so i had to apply a real one on top of the other 20-30 mins into the process, imagine that. yikes. after work first stopped by the ATM to withdraw cash to pay back mom for groceries. i'm a little nosey (what else is new) and found this laying around that's not belonging to me: i cannot even begin to fathom what it's like having less than a dollar left in your bank account. even as a teen that's never ever been my reality. i guess sometimes i forget how lucky i am. !!! kind of wanted to get this one cuz i like the stupid humor in it: alas it was a bit tight and also had holes in it. boo hoo. this one i did get: this one, nope but almost: hahahahhaha damn this weirdo cat:

winter

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TUESDAY 4TH; pretty annoying. annoying & pretty.

walmart

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SATURDAY 1ST; now, come on. *eyerolls* so i ended up buying the rest of the stack they had: after opening them up now only missing 1 from the series (out of 8). gahhhhh.

resto for dad's b-day

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FRIDAY, JANUARY 31ST; wanted to recreate the amazing lasagna experience i had @ barbies the last time we went, but waiter didn't properly take my order and i ended up with the plain lasagna: ...instead of the all dressed one!!! MEH.

evening shopping

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THURSDAY, JANUARY 30TH; cute but too pricy for something i'd only wear for photoshoots! i keep wanting time to quickly move forward because i want this that or the other. meanwhile i also kind of want it to stop. because at this point, time ticking inevitably means getting closer to the end (the very end) of quite a few things. either i'm gonna be left behind, or i'm going to leave things behind. i know life is always like that throughout, to a certain degree, but now is starting to hit a little different. ya know... /end walk ramblings DAMN WINTER HAIR STATIC IS CRAZY!! my roots are also crazy, ha. shame shame shame. treated myself with this: heeee.